"First To Fall, Last To Know"

I was thinking this week about that new project of mine, and I remembered some doodles I did when I was dealing with all of my various relationships and consequent drama. Decided I'd put them up on here. Just for kicks and giggles.

Basically, I'd draw whatever my feelings led me to draw, and I used song lyrics to either fill in the background or to help me come up with ideas on how to express what I was feeling.

 Song: "Lullaby" by Emmy Rossum
           -I'm fairly certain this one was done with Michael in mind, presumably after one of our MANY fights.

 Song: "Guardian Angel" by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
           -This one was for Blake; I was mad because he was off flirting with really pretty cheerleaders.

 Songs: "A Million Pieces" by Emmy Rossum, "Not Givin' Up" by Natasha Bedingfield, "Riddle" by Mindy Gledhill
           -This was also for Blake. I was trying to figure out where we were headed after I screwed things up.

 Songs: "Austin" by Blake Shelton, "1234" by Plain White T's, "I'm Jealous" by Shania Twain, "What I Did For Love" from A Chorus Line, "If I Could Be Where You Are" by Enya, "Can't Have You" by The Jonas Brothers
           -I think this was for Blake and for Michael, but I'm leaning more towards choosing Michael and wondering why he still cared about me after...2 years?

 Song: "Fearless" by Taylor Swift
           -Eric. Just after I met him, when I was incredibly happy and excited, still naive enough to think it would actually end well.

 Song:"Can You Feel The Love Tonight" from The Lion King
           -Still Eric, still happy.
           **Note the teddy bear; he's been around since the second drawing and only since Eric's pictures has he started to look remotely better. He has patches instead of holes, and his eye is almost fixed. Like I said, naive.

 Songs: "No Air" by Jordin Sparks, "Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson
           -Yeah...still Eric. He disappeared and I was worried because I didn't know what was going on.
           **Teddy lost his eye again....

 Songs: "Forever and Always" by Taylor Swift, "Falling" by Emmy Rossum
           -Yeah, the "E" gave it away. He was back by this point, I think. I was hopeful again.

Songs: "High" by Emmy Rossum, "Pocketful of Sunshine" by Natasha Bedingfield
           -I think this one is the most depressing now that I look at it. I really thought that things with Eric would be great and I'd be happy. It was the best I'd felt with a guy in a long time.

That was the last one of these I've done; it's dated 4/4/10. A few weeks after that, I realized that Eric wasn't going to be in my life. He pulled a Houdini, left me high and dry, and I haven't heard from him since. Pretty sure if I did, I'd kill him. Or at least seriously maim him to the point where children weren't a possibility.

I am thinking about doing another drawing, however. I'm thinking I might base it off of the titles of all of my posts so far. We'll see.